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close, now is

Sunday morning cozy Breakfast at the table The smell of bacon and maple and pancakes Dances around our sleepy heads and over our smiling lips Like punch drunk stars The kids are excited to spend the day together Delighted eyes sparking with childish glee You and I play footsies under the table Toes doing what… Continue reading close, now is

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origami paper delicate

First thing in the morning Bleary bumbling fingers Glittering stars of dream light Still circle in my mind I see you are online And everything is clear My magician I am swimming under the surface of your spell Excitement like fireflies glowing warm on summer nights Excitement like citrus bright sweet on sun kissed lips… Continue reading origami paper delicate

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1 whole year of telling lemonade to go fuck itself…

I am pleased to announce that today is my blogiversary! Holy fucking Christ... I made it through a year!! If you wanna check out my first post you can, right... here! So, if you don't know, the reason I started this blog was to help myself heal the wounds given to me by another... and… Continue reading 1 whole year of telling lemonade to go fuck itself…

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glimpses and snapshots

With self care comes more sleep More sleep means less time Less time means less words Less time to write words Less time to think of the right words I worry that I am wasting time Wasting time on sleep which is now so blank quiet it scares me Been a life time with the… Continue reading glimpses and snapshots

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flesh and the making of

I did my animation today... almost 600 frames and it took me around five hours. I'm happy with this one. There was a lot more sculpting in this one and a lot more handling. Every shot had to be heavily manipulated and I stuffed up alot... For instance, the first 40 min of filming had… Continue reading flesh and the making of

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forever more

One winter long ago Beside the sea side shore I stood looking down into the water Staring down to the salty ocean floor wondering yes wondering if I'd be alone forever more that is when he showed himself unearthly beauty under the waves which sigh hair the colour of sand and sun eyes of a… Continue reading forever more

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inhale waiting exhale

52 days 75231 minutes 5642411 heartbeats 1203719 breaths Belly writhing nervous like snakes Jittery like beetles Sparking crackle like magic and mayhem Beside me is a cut out in your shape empty Please paste here The air is quiet with the echo of your sounds on my skin 52 days 75229 minutes 5642157 heartbeats 1203663… Continue reading inhale waiting exhale

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box person

We all walk around with boxes Different materials sizes shapes dimensions or interdimensional impossible or closed lids We search seeking maybe just strolling waiting to bump into someone someone to put into our box now... ... wait! ...hear me out... some people do not fit we push them pull them tug and tuck and tape… Continue reading box person

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love blissfully entangled

A closed door A quiet house Awakening on your shoulder I am home Wrapped up in your arms and your love Blissfully entangled I feel you stir Your grip on me tightens I love watching this transition Like my own personal sunrise From sweet night to dawn beautiful I watch your face going from peaceful… Continue reading love blissfully entangled

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my only, mister

I am a cannibal girl Stalking creeping ravenous You are a terrible boy Hunting tempting predatory Death has never tasted so good As when I eat you alive I long to die in each other's arms Cradled and clawing My body is your eternal home, your grave And I want you to be burried inside… Continue reading my only, mister