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future without you

Impotent torments dangling Your efforts limp and listless The teeth are gone from your grin, I see Cheshire cat But all tail between legs, disappearing It is okay to let go now Seperate ways and parted What you cling to is but a thread anyway It has unravelled as far as it will go Our… Continue reading future without you

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1 whole year of telling lemonade to go fuck itself…

I am pleased to announce that today is my blogiversary! Holy fucking Christ... I made it through a year!! If you wanna check out my first post you can, right... here! So, if you don't know, the reason I started this blog was to help myself heal the wounds given to me by another... and… Continue reading 1 whole year of telling lemonade to go fuck itself…

bloggity blog, poetry

sweet reflecting future

Leather winged and outside my window Blacker than the night You cry in joy Bathed in the light of distant suns burning I feel this joy in my bones Have you ever watched a bat eat fruit? What more happiness is needed The sweet surrender to juices sugary flowing over lips and down chins There… Continue reading sweet reflecting future

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one short life

With in my walls I hear it tapping every night once all is asleep but me tap tap tap I lie awake and listen I pray be pipes or house settling my mind sees a single finger bone and nail tap tap tap tap Poltergeist energies of Ouija board moments mocking me with your insistent… Continue reading one short life

bloggity blog, poetry

what we sow

I can feel him squirm The worm he is Not dragon or snake Doesn't need to tell me How "powerless" feels This was a lesson he taught me too well Am I enjoying myself? Well ... yes It is not often We get to see karma in action But I warned him She is a… Continue reading what we sow

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I’m an adult, I swear!

There is nothing quite like living with a parent when you are an adult to make you feel like a fucking child. I have a number of friend people in a similar situation to me. Finding themselves in a space in their life where they have had to either move back home or simply share… Continue reading I’m an adult, I swear!

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my freedom, waves

Vapor rings dance out of my mouth as I think of all the things I have done Sleeping in a double bed First time in two years Space has never felt so cozy He, a paper weight on my ink-stained soul It is nice to finally allow the breeze to take me where it pleases… Continue reading my freedom, waves

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through this year

"Good bye" the last words spoken. My past me left behind in a haze of cigarette ash, cruel words and bloody feathers strewn. Sworn to myself it would be the last last time. I gave you too many finalities. I gave you too many second chances, second thoughts. You gave me too many "I'll never… Continue reading through this year

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medusa hair snake

Cold blooded Needing the warmth of others to stay alive A fire grrl seemed perfect for your next victim Medusa hair Snake in the grass Monster heart You turned that fire grrl to stone Cracked and crumbling Frozen and cold Mind in two Two minds All she ever wanted was you You wanna talk about… Continue reading medusa hair snake

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phantom limb, mine

Today I lay in bed And watched the light outside my window fade Grey white clouds like wolf's fur So cold it felt like snow I hear my pack howling But I cannot get to them My brain or more accurately my meninges Ache and thud and ache My pia mater tells my arachnoid membrane… Continue reading phantom limb, mine