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regret tainted reunion

I always say that I have no regrets Life is what it is I am where I am meant to be Fate has lead me to this door and that I do not wish I had picked another This does not mean I don't still look back Think to myself Amberley... What the actual fuck… Continue reading regret tainted reunion

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Relativity

Time is relative Dialation of moments The differences between two perspectives Velocity and speed and... It's just different Heat is relative The rise and fall of it The way it makes us feel You know, it's the humidity that makes it feel hot? Shivering and sweating It's just different Flavour is relative A flavour in… Continue reading Relativity

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happy father’s day

Cruelty is not a trait you should have Compassion and kindness is the only way you should kill anyone Inflicting pain with every move you make The innocence of babes destroyed I hope you don't realise what you have done Because if you did That would be so much worse Laughter like hornets wings Your… Continue reading happy father’s day

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my fears plucked

Him Biting off more than he could chew Porcelain teeth cut through my soft flesh Spat out my pieces The bits he found so distasteful Am I so distasteful? Displeasing disposable This taste, full heart The window in my new room In my new home Is wide open now Negative temperature air Floating through my… Continue reading my fears plucked

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through this year

"Good bye" the last words spoken. My past me left behind in a haze of cigarette ash, cruel words and bloody feathers strewn. Sworn to myself it would be the last last time. I gave you too many finalities. I gave you too many second chances, second thoughts. You gave me too many "I'll never… Continue reading through this year

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chest ribs broken

Decimated heart Torn out Cut from my chest Ribs broken Your rusty knife wounding You hand it to me, my dying heart Silver plater cold tarnished As if you are serving me Something which was never mine Removed and bleeding Hollow place where it once was It still beats like moth wings But it is… Continue reading chest ribs broken

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Too me

Too annoying Too much Too big Too small Too short Too smart Too mouthy Too ugly Too cute Too rude Too sweet Too vulgar Too trashy Too clingy Too unattached Too weak Too strong Too nice Too chatty Too friendly Too silly Too dark Too weird Too crazy Too straight Too ethnic Too white Too… Continue reading Too me

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the view around me

I watch it fade into hindsight The image of him in my rearview mirror gets smaller Familiar scents, like that from nightmare-shaped airfresheners, dissipate into the atmosphere Adjusting the driver's seat so I can finally reach the pedals. Break and accelerator. I just keep driving My hands firmly on the steering wheel but knuckles no… Continue reading the view around me

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True – 5 loves

Feeding the hungry While you starve, yourself I have no business being here A strange land Language foreign No interpreter present Can you never eat But still exist? And at what point do your own food stores run out? Surely there is only so much you can give How do you know you like something… Continue reading True – 5 loves

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Truth’s Big Sister

I watch from on high Staring down observing what I have built so far Maybe it is not quite a town not quite a home Not quite a life but I am getting close Battle lines still encroach My axe is heavy in my hands Blood still drying on my skin No clear winner But… Continue reading Truth’s Big Sister