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I’m just trying to live my mother fucking life!

Anyone who knows me, knows… I am pretty nice. But since my giant pile of life lemons was handed to me… I have a darker side. I am never mean. If I am it is by accident. Just… don’t… test me… cause… If you ask for it, I’ll give you a piece of my mind.

I’m sick to fucking death of being bullied.

Here is my song of the night…

There is a bit of video before the actual video… worth a watch…

There’s just so much goddamned weight on my shoulders
All I’m trying to do is live my motherfucking life
Supposed to be happy, but I’m only getting colder
Wear a smile on my face, but there’s a demon inside
There’s just so much goddamned weight on my shoulders
All I’m trying to do is live my motherfucking life
Supposed to be happy, but I’m only getting colder
Wear a smile on my face, but there’s a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo, there’s a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde
Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside
Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde
There’s just so much goddamned weight on your shoulders
That you can’t just live your motherfucking life
The story’s getting old and my heart is getting colder
I just wanna be Jekyll, but I’m always fighting Hyde
You’ve got rocks in your head, I can hear them rolling ’round
You can say that you’re above it, but you’re always falling down
Is there a method to your madness, is it all about pride?
Everyone I know, they’ve got a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo, there’s a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde
Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside
Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde
If I wasn’t so deranged, could I ever face the pain?
If I ever want to change, would this all remain the same?
Oh, yo, yo
All I’m trying to do is live my motherfucking life
Oh, yo, yo
Wear a smile on my face, but there’s a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo
All I’m trying to do is live my motherfucking life
Oh, yo, yo
Wear a smile on my face, but there’s a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo, there’s a demon inside
Oh, yo, yo, just like Jekyll and Hyde
Oh, yo, yo, all this anger inside
Oh, yo, yo, I feel like Jekyll and Hyde
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29 thoughts on “I’m just trying to live my mother fucking life!”

  1. You can also listen to “No Love” by Eminem. Ha ha!

    Yes, I agree. Be yourself, don’t think about other people’s harsh perceptions of you. You are your own person, no one could do you better but you.

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    1. Thanks gorgeous! You have been spreading so much love on my side of the blogosphere and I still haven’t finished your post… I’m so sorry.
      As you can see I have had an extra layer of life lately though…

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      1. Oh no, don’t be sorry. I completely understand. You don’t have to feel bad about it. I love reading your posts, I love reading everyone’s posts, I check my feeds all the time, I read all the recent posts, I try to comment on all of them. I actually followed you on Twitter, I think you didn’t notice. He he.

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      2. I requested to follow you this morning when I shared your post😁
        I do feel bad, I do not read as much as I would like… anyone’s work.
        I am glad we have connected 🖤

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  2. There’s a dark side to all of us, luv. I faced my own, yesterday and overcame it, but like you, I will not be bullied. I am right alongside you, in my heart, Amberley, and would not take any harm that came to you at all well. He’d pay. 🖤❤🧡🧡💙

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      1. Basically, standing up for is in the moment of the abuse or shortly thereafter. Retaliation, many times, involves planning and takes place after a hypothetical “cooling off” period. It’s always tempting, though.

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  3. Hey… I’m so sorry, Lemons. Give the lemons back to Life and ask for bananas. Or keep the lemons, and ask Life for tequila and salt. 😉
    It gets better, all the time, every day. You have people who care about you! ❤
    I'm one of them. 🙂

    When someone attacks you or puts you down, just imagine Trump telling them "wrong. wrong. wrong." Or wait… no… don't imagine Trump. Don't think about him at all. I withdraw the suggestion. 😉

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    1. I like bananas… but lemons are kinda my thing. I will take the tequila and salt, please and thank you.

      I know… you should not be the one consoling me right now, Wardy muffins. But thank you. I was walking and crying angrily when I posted the last night… 💩
      I try to avoid thinking of trump… especially right now… I wanna think of nice things… I’m gonna gi o watch puppies on YouTube

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      1. 1) Why shouldn’t I be the one to console you? You’re my friend, dammit. 😉

        2) Imagine peeling a banana, and finding a long lemon inside! Cool, huh?

        3) Your motherfucking life is going to be better, always, because lots of people are on your side. Like me.

        4) I turned you on to ASMR. Let me tell you a few more things I’ve gotten addicted to watching at one time or another.
        a. Videos featuring the mixture of Diet Coke and Mentos for insanity
        b. Videos featuring Scenes From A Hat from Whose Line Is It Anyway? for laughter
        c. Videos featuring Penn and Teller: Fool Us (start with Shin Lim, good stuff) for wonder
        d. Videos featuring Kyle Cease for enlightenment, introspection and self-awareness

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      2. Thank you, muffins…
        You are a sweetheart.
        I want that banamon…
        My mother fucking life is fantastic! I just… you know…
        Omg! I miss that show! Both of them actually…
        About to go Google Kyle Cease…
        Thank you again.
        All of the love…

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      3. I do know. Hugs and love! You are a sweetheart and a great friend. 😊
        With Kyle Cease, look for his live show in stage more so than his videos.

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  4. I think I wrote the post that ends with: “don’t be a cunt to me or I’ll never forgive you” the same day you wrote this. So synchronicity of souls strikes again, and also.. you keep doing what you’re doing because no matter what, you have WON
    ❤️

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